Movie Mania

When your TV stops working, you start seeing the world around you. Yeah, I realised that two weeks back, when my TV crashed. Suddenly, I was left with lot of time. And so started looking for other options of entertainment. I could not find anything Interesting to read. And so teleported myself to the nearest video parlour. Past two weeks had been good fun watching some real good movies. And just in case if you are wondering how I watched my movies when my TV crashed, I was using my computer ;-).
I started with a movie called 'Silk'. Well, it is a slow movie but definitely engaging. And then went on watching some good Thriller, murder mysteries. Watched Silence of the lambs (again), Hannibal (again), Red Dragon, No country for old men, Bone Collector (again), The Jumper, The fight club, Dial M for Murder, The Hostel, Se7en. Also watched 'The Scent of a Woman'. Wonder how I missed this amazing one for so long. I strongly recommend this one.
I would love to write my comments on each of these. Will do for sure when I have time from work and watching movies. Till then, so long.

Hallelujah

Lyrics from a song from Shrek...

"There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah "

The song I have been listening for the past three days...

Kinda possessed by the song. Heard it like a 100 times by now.

There's something mesmerizing abt the song for me.... What do I like abt the song?? Well, may be I am relating to the song a tad too much.

And FYI, this song is from the movie 'Super Star' starring Kunal Khemu.
I just cant stop humming the lyrics.

Check the lyrics out below. (Courtesy: http://www.gobollywood.com/)

Ajnabi Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohiDil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi; Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

Raat din mein jaagta hun, beetey pal ko sochta hun;Har kadam ko dekhta hun mein

Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi; Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

Kuch to naya ehsaas hai, jo mera mann ud raha
Roke se bhi rukta nahin, kis or ye mud raha
Boondein ghiri khwahishon ki to mein;
Ek pal bhi na khud mein raha

Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi; Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

Khusboo ghuli zazbaat mein, jaane paheli hai kyaa
Baithe huye socha karun, ye kyaa mujhe ho gaya
Zonkha koi ek anjaan sa, dhadkano ko meri choo raha

Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi; Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

Raat din mein jaagta hun, beetey pal ko sochta hun;Har kadam ko dekhta hun mein
Wo.. oo

Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi; Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

You can listen to this song on http://www.musicindiaonline.com/

Rough day at office....

I have had a very rough day when one of my servers crashed because of a power failure. As a last resort, I was begging the server to come up. Caught on camera by a colleague. :-)

Yeah, One good thing is I went thru' this stress without succumbing to the urge to smoke..... :-D

Tiredness on Sixth Day.

My body has started to fight with me now. The urge to smoke is even greater now. The symptoms - Tiredness, poor concentration, mucus formation showed themselves up now.

Fifth day and my head aches

Yeah.. Its 5th day since I stopped smoking. And I had a very bad headache. A headache that lasted more than 5 hours. I never had a headache like this before. And I have a strong feeling that this has to do with my quitting. My friends disagree.
I hope that I will not have more of these headaches sessions in Future. :-)

Third day since I stopped.....

......smoking.

I have always wanted to try all the things. I have tried Smoking too. Now, I am trying to quit Smoking. ;-) Its been just a little over an year since I started smoking. What started with a puff a day from a friend's has grown to almost 2 ten's pack a day. I have been thinking of quitting for almost a month now. Finally, I could start doing it....
The first day had been the toughest of the three. Just before quitting, I did a search on Google to find the after-effects of quitting. One site gives almost 10 Nicotine Withdrawal Symptoms ( NWS). Check my earlier entry in this blog. well, I should say that I am going thru' some of them right now.

Yeah! I have definitely become a bit irascible. Made my reportee cry :-)). I was edgy especially after my breakfast and lunch. coz that's when I need a smoke badly. No coughing, headaches, constipation, depression and tingling sensations yet. I definitely feel very tired and feel like sleeping at times. But I had to tire myself out to sleep in the night.

BTW, I did manage to vanquish my urge to smoke during our boozing session last night.

Hoping to continue my stand on no smoking......
Signing off ...

Purpose

Agent Smith - "It is purpose that created us. Purpose that connects us. Purpose that pulls us, that guides us, that drive us. It is purpose that defines, purpose that binds us."

But what is the purpose? I have been hunting for it all my life. why r we born? what is that one needs to achieve? I have running around aimless searching one single thing... PURPOSE...

All I see is people scurrying around trying to make their wishes true. I dont even have a wish or may be I have too many of them that I dunno where to start.Do I have a problem? or Do people have a problem? When I was a kid, people haunted me by this question - "Son, What is your GOAL in life?".... All they heard from me was my silence. I run around asking people what is their goal in life. I almost always got an answer from everyone I asked. I have heard people saying...

"I want to earn lots of money and fame."
"I want to be a pilot."
"I want to serve people."

and many others.

I mean what do they do once they finish it. The purpose is lost. Isnt it? May be that's y I tend to keep lot of tasks pending. May be that's y I keep lot of emotions pent up. The sense of accomplishment is a great feeling. But the loss of purpose puts me down.
I have to admit that I have done nothing almost nothing in life waiting for that special something which I want to call PURPOSE. While I hunt for it, I want to do lot of other things which have occupied my brain sometime or the other and for sometime.

Adios amigos...

Sssssssssssmokinnnnnn.....

The following are nicotine withdrawal symptoms..

• Anger and anxiety
• Coughing and mucus
• Headaches
• Insomnia and disturbed sleep
• Poor concentration

• Tiredness
• Constipation
• Increased appetite and hunger
• Depression
• Tingling sensations

I would rather smoke than go thru' all this :-))

at 1900 metres.. with clouds below your feet..

Nice being here

This is my first time to blogging.

:-)